The looming end of one’s twenties is something I relish to observe in others but I dread facing myself. I decided to unload all this weight on the protagonist of the film, Amanda, who embodies and magnifies the main reasons behind my generational pride: an excruciating nostalgia, a symptomatic anxiety, total disorientation and loneliness.
I recently re-read The Adventures of Pippi Longstockings and I tried to imagine her today, all grown up. Before sitting down to write Amanda, I reread many children’s books with female protagonists who are barely teenagers and easily rebellious. The thought of them changing as they become adults made me sad.
What I felt was, in fact, nostalgia, an emotion that my generation could have a monopoly on: our childhood bedrooms and memories are crystallized in a universe totally detached from the rest of our lives. Those times are mythological, lost in the archaeology of the Internet, in the last song of the Pop Stars printed on a poster and folded into four in a teen magazine.
Amanda was also born in the ‘90s, and it shows. I wish for Amanda to resemble Pippi but in a more tragic way, being no longer a child, but a woman almost 25 years old. While Pippi is melancholic but doesn’t know it, Amanda is fully aware of it: she basks in her solitude and in the time wasted, imagining what her life could be like.
I would like this sense of isolation to be perceived throughout the film, in the claustrophobic rooms and in the empty spaces reminiscent of Mid-Western America, even though the film is set in the outskirts of Turin.
The elements that make up the scenery, realistic yet somehow disconnected from time and place, will mirror the same disorientation felt by the protagonists, like a pastiche that follows a lo-fi emotional map, without being intrusive or surreal, but just a bit out of place.
Amanda’s loneliness keeps me company and I wish that those who watch her story, and that of Rebecca, will feel the same. With the same melancholy and the same relief of my favourite films, such as Au hasard Balthazar, Rosetta, Julien Donkey-Boy, Greener Grass, 37 ° 2 le Matin, In the Land of Don Quixote.
Amanda is a dramedy because it is the genre with which I feel most comfortable, the tone that seems to best represent my life, that of Amanda and perhaps of many other people around me.